Chapter 5

" You did not tell the truth and so you will have to pay the consequences. "

Bob Barker

Truth or Consequences

At twenty minutes of ten on that endless May first, Garraty stuffed one of his two warnings. Two more Walkers had bought it since the boy in the football jersey. Garraty barely noticed. He was taking a careful inventory of himself.

One head, a little confused and crazied up, but basically okay. Two eyes, grainy. One neck, pretty stiff. Two arms, no problem there. One torso, okay except for a gnawing in his gut that concentrates couldn't satisfy. Two damn tired legs. Mus­cles aching. He wondered how far his legs would carry him on their own‑ how long before his brain took them over and began punishing them, making them work past any sane limit, to keep a bullet from crashing into its own bony cradle. How long before the legs began to kink and then to bind up, to protest and finally to seize up and stop.

His legs were tired, but so far as he could tell, still pretty much okay.

And two feet. Aching. They were tender, no use denying it. He was a big boy. Those feet were shifting a hundred and sixty pounds back and forth. The soles ached. There were occasional strange shooting pains in them. His left great toe had poked through his sock (he thought of Stebbins's tale and felt a kind of creep­ing horror at that), and had begun to tub uncomfortably against his shoe. But his feet were working, there were still no blisters on them, and he felt his feet were still pretty much okay, too.

Garraty, he pep‑ talked himself, you're in good shape. Twelve guys dead, twice that many maybe hurting bad by now, but you're okay. You're going good. You're great. You're alive.

Conversation, which had died violently at the end of Stebbins's story, picked up again. Talking was what living people did. Yannick, 98, was discussing the ancestry of the soldiers on the halftrack in an overloud voice with Wyman, 97. Both agreed that it was mixed, colorful, hirsute, and bastardized.

Pearson, meanwhile, abruptly asked Garraty: " Ever have an enema? "

" Enema? " Garraty repeated. He thought about it. " No. I don't think so."

" Any of you guys? " Pearson asked. " Tell the truth, now. "

" I did, " Harkness said, and chuckled a little. " My mother gave me one after Halloween once when I was little. I ate pretty near a whole shopping bag of candy. "

" Did you like it? " Pearson pressed.

" Hell, no! Who in hell would like a half a quart of warm soapsuds up your‑ "

" My little brother, " Pearson said sadly. " I asked the little snot if he was sorry I was going and he said no because Ma said he could have an enema if he was good and didn't cry. He loves 'em."

" That's sickening, " Harkness said loudly.

'Pearson looked glum. " I thought so, too."

A few minutes later Davidson joined the group and told them about the times he got drunk at the Steubenville State Fair and crawled into the hoochie‑ kooch tent and got biffed in the head by a big fat momma wearing nothing but a G‑ string. When Davidson told her (so he said) that he was drunk and thought it was the tat­tooing tent he was crawling into, the red hot big fat momma let him feel her up for a while (so he said). He had told her he wanted to get a Stars and Bars tattooed on his stomach.

Art Baker told them about a contest they'd had back home, to see who could light the biggest fart, and this hairy‑ assed old boy named Davey Popham had man­aged to burn off almost all the hair on his ass and the small of his back as well. Smelled like a grassfire, Baker said. This got Harkness laughing so hard he drew a warning.

After that, the race was on. Tall story followed tall story until the whole shaky structure came tumbling down. Someone else was warned, and not long after, the other Baker (James) bought a ticket. The good humor went out of the group. Some of them began to talk about their girlfriends, and the conversation became stum­bling and maudlin. Garraty said nothing about Jan, but as tired ten o'clock came rolling in, a black coalsack splattered with milky groundmist, it seemed to him that she was the best thing he had ever known.

They passed under a short string of mercury streetlights, through a closed and shuttered town, all of them subdued now, speaking in low murmurs. In front of the Shopwell near the far end of this wide place in the road a young couple sat asleep on a sidewalk bench with their heads leaning together. A sign that could not be read dangled between them. The girl was very young‑ she looked no more than fourteen‑ and her boyfriend was wearing a sport shirt that had been washed too many times to ever look very sporty again. Their shadows in the street made a merge that the Walkers passed quietly over.

Garraty glanced back over his shoulder, quite sure that the rumble of the half­track must have awakened them. But they still slept, unaware that the Event had come and passed them by. He wondered if the girl would catch what‑ for from her old man. She looked awfully young. He wondered if their sign was for Go‑ Go Garraty, " Maine's Own. " Somehow he hoped not. Somehow the idea was a little repulsive.

He ate the last of his concentrates and felt a little better. There was nothing left for Olson to cadge off him now. It was funny about Olson. Garraty would have bet six hours ago that Olson was pretty well done in. But he was still walking, and now without warnings. Garraty supposed a person could do a lot of things when his life was at stake. They had come about fifty‑ four miles now.

The last of the talk died with the nameless town. They marched in silence for an hour or so, and the chill began to seep into Garraty again. He ate the last of his mom's cookies, balled up the foil, and pitched it into the brash at the side of the road. Just another litterbug on the great tomato plant of life.

McVries had produced a toothbrush of all things from his small packsack and was busy dry‑ brushing his teeth. It all goes on, Garraty thought wonderingly. You burp, you say excuse me. You wave back at the people who wave to you because that's the polite thing to do. No one argues very much with anyone else (except for Barkovitch) because that's also the polite thing to do. It all goes on.

Or did it? He thought of McVries sobbing at Stebbins to shut up. Of Olson tak­ing his cheese with the dumb humility of a whipped dog. It all seemed to have a heightened intensity about it, a sharper contrast of colors and light and shadow.

At eleven o'clock, several things happened almost at once. The word came back that a small plank bridge up ahead had been washed out by a heavy afternoon thun­derstorm. With the bridge out, the Walk would have to be temporarily stopped. A weak cheer went up through the ragged ranks, and Olson, in a very soft voice, muttered " Thank God."

A moment later Barkovitch began to scream a flood of profanity at the boy next to him, a squat, ugly boy with the unfortunate name of Rank. Rank took a swing at him‑ something expressly forbidden by the roles‑ and was warned for it. Bar­kovitch didn't even break stride. He simply lowered his head and ducked under the punch and went on yelling.

" Come on, you sonofabitch! I'll dance on your goddam grave! Come on, Dumbo, pick up your feet! Don't make it too easy for me! "

Rank threw another punch. Barkovitch nimbly stepped around it, but tripped over the boy walking next to him. They were both warned by the soldiers, who were now watching the developments carefully but emotionlessly‑ like men watching a couple of ants squabbling over a crumb of bread, Garraty thought bit­terly.

Rank started to walk faster, not looking at Barkovitch. Barkovitch himself, fu­rious at being warned (the boy he had tripped over was Gribble, who had wanted to tell the Major he was a murderer), yelled at him: " Your mother sucks cock on 42nd Street, Rank! "

With that, Rank suddenly turned around and charged Barkovitch.

Cries of " Break it up! " and " Cut the shit! " filled the air, but Rank took no notice. He went for Barkovitch with his head down, bellowing.

Barkovitch sidestepped him. Rank went stumbling and pinwheeling across the soft shoulder, skidded in the sand, and sat down with his feet splayed out. He was given a third warning.

" Come on, Dumbo! " Barkovitch goaded. " Get up! "

Rank did get up. Then he slipped somehow and fell over on his back. He seemed dazed and woozy.

The third thing that happened around eleven o'clock was Rank's death. There was a moment of silence when the carbines sighted in, and Baker's voice was loud and clearly audible: " There, Barkovitch, you're not a pest anymore. Now you're a murderer. "

The guns roared. Rank's body was thrown into the air by the force of the bullets. Then it lay still and sprawled, one arm on the road.

" It was his own fault! " Barkovitch yelled. " You saw him, he swung first! Rule 8! Rule 8! "

No one said anything.

" Go fuck yourselves! All of you! "

McVries said easily: " Go on back and dance on him a little, Barkovitch. Go entertain us. Boogie on him a little bit, Barkovitch."

" Your mother sucks cock on 42nd Street too, scarface, " Barkovitch said hoarsely.

" Can't wait to see your brains all over the road, " McVries said quietly. His hand had gone to the scar and was rubbing, rubbing, rubbing. " I'll cheer when it happens, you murdering little bastard."

Barkovitch muttered something else under his breath. The others had shied away from him as if he had the plague and he was walking by himself.

They hit sixty miles at about ten past eleven, with no sign of a bridge of any kind. Garraty was beginning to think the grapevine had been wrong this time when they cleared a small hill and looked down into a pool of light where a small crowd of hustling, bustling men moved.

The lights were the beams of several trucks, directed at a plank bridge spanning a fast‑ running rill of water. " Truly I love that bridge, " Olson said, and helped himself to one of McVries's cigarettes. " Truly."

But as they drew closer, Olson made a soft, ugly sound in his throat and pitched the cigarette away into the weeds. One of the bridge's supports and two of the heavy butt planks had been washed away, but the Squad up ahead had been work­ing diligently. A sawed‑ off telephone pole had been planted in the bed of the stream, anchored in what looked like a gigantic cement plug. They hadn't had a chance to replace the butts, so they had put down a big convoy‑ truck tailgate in their place. Makeshift, but it would serve.

" The Bridge of San Loois Ray, " Abraham said. " Maybe if the ones up front stomp a little, it'll collapse again."

" Small chance, " Pearson said, and then added in a breaking, weepy voice, " Aw, shit! "

The vanguard, down to three or four boys, was on the bridge now. Their feet clumped hollowly as they crossed. Then they were on the other side, walking with­out looking back. The halftrack stopped. Two soldiers jumped out and kept pace with the boys. On the other side of the bridge, two more fell in with the vanguard. The boards rambled steadily now.

Two men in corduroy coats leaned against a big asphalt‑ spattered truck marked HIGHWAY REPAIR. They were smoking. They wore green gumrubber boots.

They watched the Walkers go by. As Davidson, McVries, Olson, Pearson, Hark­ness, Baker, and Garraty passed in a loose sort of group one of them flicked his cigarette end over end into the stream and said: " That's him. That's Garraty."

" Keep goin', boy! " the other yelled. " I got ten bucks on you at twelve‑ to‑ one! "

Garraty noticed a few sawdusty lengths of telephone pole in the back of the track. They were the ones who had made sure he was going to keep going, whether he liked it or not. He raised one hand to them and crossed the bridge. The tailgate that had replaced the butt planks chinked under his shoes and then the bridge was be­hind them. The road doglegged, and the only reminder of the rest they'd almost had was a wedge‑ shaped swath of light on the trees at the side of the road. Soon that was gone, too.

" Has a Long Walk ever been stopped for anything? " Harkness asked.

" I don't think so, " Garraty said. " More material for the book? "

" No, " Harkness said. He sounded tired. " Just personal information."

" It stops every year, " Stebbins said from behind them. " Once."

There was no reply to that.

About half an hour later, McVries came up beside Garraty and walked with him in silence for a little while. Then, very quietly, he said: " Do you think you'll win, Ray? "

Garraty considered it for along, long time.

" No, " he said finally. " No, I... no."

The stark admission frightened him. He thought again about buying a ticket, no, buying a bullet, of the final frozen half‑ second of total knowledge, seeing the bottomless bores of the carbines swing toward him. Legs frozen. Guts crawling and clawing. Muscles, genitals, brain all cowering away from the oblivion a bloodbeat away.

He swallowed dryly. " How about yourself? "

" I guess not, " McVries said. " I stopped thinking I had any real chance around nine tonight. You see, I... " He cleared his throat. " It's hard to say, but I went into it with my eyes open, you know? " He gestured around himself at the other boys. " Lots of these guys didn't, you know? I knew the odds. But I didn't figure on people. And I don't think I ever realized the real gut truth of what this is. I think I had the idea that when the first guy got so he couldn't cut it anymore they'd aim the guns at him and pull the triggers and little pieces of paper with the word BANG printed on them would... would... and the Major would say April Fool and we'd all go home. Do you get what I'm saying at all? "

Garraty thought of his own rending shock when Curley had gone down in a spray of blood and brains like oatmeal, brains on the pavement and the white line. " Yes, " he said. " I know what you're saying. "

" It took me a while to figure it out, but it was faster after I got around that mental block. Walk or die, that's the moral of this story. Simple as that. It's not survival of the physically fittest, that's where I went wrong when I let myself get into this. If it was, I'd have a fair chance. But there are weak men who can lift cars if their wives are pinned underneath. The brain, Garraty." McVries's voice had dropped to a hoarse whisper. " It isn't man or God. It's something... in the brain."

A whippoorwill called once in the darkness. The groundfog was lifting.

" Some of these guys will go on walking long after the laws of biochemistry and handicapping have gone by the boards. There was a guy last year that crawled for two miles at four miles an hour after both of his feet cramped up at the same time, you remember reading about that? Look at Olson, he's worn out but he keeps going. That goddam Barkovitch is running on high‑ octane hate and he just keeps going and he's as fresh as a daisy. I don't think I can do that. I'm not tired‑ not really tired‑ yet. But I will be. " The scar stood out on the side of his haggard face as he looked ahead into the darkness. " And I think... when I get tired enough... I think I'll just sit down."

Garraty was silent, but he felt alarmed. Very alarmed.

" I'll outlast Barkovitch, though, " McVries said, almost to himself. " I can do that, by Christ."

Garraty glanced at his watch and saw it was 11: 30. They passed through a de­serted crossroads where a sleepy‑ looking constable was parked. The possible traffic he had been sent out to halt was nonexistent. They walked past him, out of the bright circle of light thrown by the single mercury lamp. Darkness fell over them like a coalsack again.

" We could slip into the woods now and they'd never see us, " Garraty said thoughtfully.

" Try it, " Olson said. " They've got infrared sweepscopes, along with forty other kinds of monitoring gear, including high‑ intensity microphones. They hear everything we're saying. They can almost pick up your heartbeat. And they see you like daylight, Ray."

As if to emphasize his point, a boy behind them was given second warning.

" You take all the fun outta livin', " Baker said softly. His faint Southern drawl sounded out of place and foreign to Garraty's ears.

McVries had walked away. The darkness seemed to isolate each of them, and Garraty felt a shaft of intense loneliness. There were mutters and half‑ yelps every time something crashed through the woods they were going past, and Garraty re­alized with some amusement that a late evening stroll through the Maine woods could be no picnic for the city boys in the crew. An owl made a mysterious noise somewhere to their left. On the other side something rustled, was still, rustled again, was still, and then made a crashing break for less populated acreage. There was another nervous cry of " What was that? "

Overhead, capricious spring clouds began to scud across the sky in mackerel shapes, promising more rain. Garraty turned up his collar and listened to the sound of his feet pounding the pavement. There was a trick to that, a subtle mental ad­justment, like having better night vision the longer you were in the dark. This morning the sound of his feet had been lost to him. They had been lost in the tramp of ninety‑ nine other pairs, not to mention the rumble of the halftrack. But now he heard them easily. His own particular stride, and the way his left foot scraped the pavement every now and then. It seemed to him that the sound of his footfalls had become as loud to his ears as the sound of his own heartbeat. Vital, life and death sound.

His eyes felt grainy, trapped in their sockets. The lids were heavy. His energy seemed to be draining down some sinkhole in the middle of him. Warnings were droned out with monotonous regularity, but no one was shot. Barkovitch had shut up. Stebbins was a ghost again, not even visible in back of them.

The hands on his watch read 11: 40.

On up toward the hour of witches, he thought. When churchyards yawn and give up their moldy dead. When all good little boys are sacked out. When wives and lovers have given up the carnal pillow-fight for the evening. When passengers sleep uneasy on the Greyhound to New York. When Glenn Miller plays uninterrupted on the radio and bartenders think about putting the chairs up on the tables, and‑ -

Jan's face came into his mind again. He thought of kissing her at Christmas, almost half a year ago, under the plastic mistletoe his mother always hung from the big light globe in the kitchen. Stupid kid stuff. Look where you're standing. Her lips had been surprised and soft, not resisting. A nice kiss. One to dream on. His first real kiss. He did it again when he took her home. They had been standing in her driveway, standing in the silent grayness of falling Christmas snow. That had been something more than a nice kiss. His arms around her waist. Her anus around his neck, locked there, her eyes closed (he had peeked), the soft feel of her breasts‑ muffled up in her coat, of course‑ against him. He had almost told her he loved her then, but no... that would have been too quick.

After that, they taught each other. She taught him that books were sometimes just to be read and discarded, not studied (he was something of a grind, which amused Jan, and her amusement first exasperated him and then he also saw the funny side of it). He taught her to knit. That had been a funny thing. His father, of all people, had taught him how to knit... before the Squads got him. His father had taught Garraty's father, as well. It was something of a male tradition in the clan Garraty, it seemed. Jan had been fascinated by the pattern of the increases and decreases, and she left him behind soon enough, overstepping his laborious scarves and mittens to sweaters, cableknits, and finally to crocheting and even the tatting of doilies, which she gave up as ridiculous as soon as the skill was mastered.

He had also taught her how to rhumba and cha‑ cha, skills he had learned on endless Saturday mornings at Mrs. Amelia Dorgens's School for Modern Dance... that had been his mother's idea, one he had objected to strenuously. His mother had stuck to her guns, thank God.

He thought now of the patterns of light and shadow on the nearly perfect oval of her face, the way she walked, the lift and fall of her voice, the easy, desirable swing of one hip, and he wondered in terror what he was doing here, walking down this dark road. He wanted her now. He wanted to do it all over again, but differ­ently. Now, when he thought of the Major's tanned face, the salt‑ and‑ pepper mus­tache, the mirrored sunglasses, he felt a horror so deep it made his legs feel rubbery and weak. Why am I here? he asked himself desperately, and there was no answer, so he asked the question again: Why am‑

The guns crashed in the darkness, and there was the unmistakable mailsack thud of a body falling on the concrete. The fear was on him again, the hot, throat‑ chok­ing fear that made him want to run blindly, to dive into the bushes and just keep on running until he found Jan and safety.

McVries had Barkovitch to keep him going. He would concentrate on Jan. He would walk to Jan. They reserved space for Long Walkers' relatives and loved ones in the front lines. He would see her.

He thought about kissing that other girl and was ashamed.

How do you know you'll make it? A cramp... blisters... a bad cut or a nosebleed that just won't quit... a big hill that was just too big and too long. How do you know you'll make it?

I'll make it, I'll make it.

" Congratulations, " McVries said at his shoulder, making him jump.

" Huh? "

" It's midnight. We live to fight another day, Garraty."

" And many of 'em, " Abraham added. " For me, that is. Not that I begrudge you, you understand."

" A hundred and five miles to Oldtown, if you care, " Olson put in tiredly.

" Who gives a shit about Oldtown? " McVries demanded. " You ever been there, Garraty? "

" No.‑

" How about Augusta? Christ, I thought that was in Georgia."

" Yeah, I've been in Augusta. It's the state capital‑ "

" Regional, " Abraham said.

" And the Corporate Governor's mansion, and a couple of traffic circles, and a couple of movies‑ "

" You have those in Maine? " McVries asked.

" Well, it's a small state capital, okay? " Garraty said, smiling.

" Wait'll we hit Boston, " McVries said.

There were groans.

From up ahead there came cheers, shouts, and catcalls. Garraty was alarmed to hear his own name called out. Up ahead, about half a mile away, was a ramshackle farmhouse, deserted and fallen down. But a battered Klieg light had been plugged in somewhere, and a huge sign, lettered with pine boughs across the front of the house read:

GARRATY'S OUR MAN!!!

Aroostook County Parents' Association

" Hey, Garraty, where's the parents? " someone yelled.

" Back home making kids, " Garraty said, embarrassed. There could be no doubt that Maine was Garraty country, but he found the signs and cheers and the gibes of the others all a little mortifying. He had found‑ among other things‑ in the last fifteen hours that he didn't much crave the limelight. The thought of a million peo­ple all over the state rooting for him and laying bets on him (at twelve‑ to‑ one, the highway worker had said... was that good or bad?) was a little scary.

" You'd think they would have left a few plump, juicy parents lying around somewhere, " Davidson said.

" Poontang from the PTA? " Abraham asked.

The ribbing was halfhearted and didn't last very long. The road killed most rib­bing very quickly. They crossed another bridge, this time a cement one that spanned a good‑ sized river. The water rippled below them like black silk. A few crickets chirred cautiously, and around fifteen past midnight, a spatter of light, cold rain fell.

Up ahead, someone began to play a harmonica. It didn't last long (Hint 6: Con­serve Wind), but it was pretty for the moment it lasted. It sounded a little like Old Black Joe, Garraty thought. Down in de cornflel', here dat mournful sour'. All de darkies am aweeping, Ewing's in de cole, cole groun'.

No, that wasn't Old Black Joe, that tune was some other Stephen Foster racist classic. Good old Stephen Foster. Drank himself to death. So did Poe, it had been reputed. Poe the necrophiliac, the one who had married his fourteen‑ year‑ old cou­sin. That made him a pedophile as well. All‑ around depraved fellows, he and Ste­phen Foster both. If only they could have lived to see the Long Walk, Garraty thought. They could have collaborated on the world's first Morbid Musical. Mas­sa's on De Cold, Cold Road, or The Tell‑ Tale Stride, or‑ -

Up ahead someone began to scream, and Garraty felt his blood go cold. It was a very young voice. It was not screaming words. It was only screaming. A dark figure broke from the pack, pelted across the shoulder of the road in front of the halftrack (Garraty could not even remember when the halftrack had rejoined their march after the repaired bridge), and dived for the woods. The guns roared. There was a rending crash as a dead weight fell through the juniper bushes and under­brush to the ground. One of the soldiers jumped down and dragged the inert form up by the hands. Garraty watched apathetically and thought, even the horror wears thin. There's a surfeit even of death.

The harmonica player started in satirically on Taps and somebody‑ Collie Par­ker, by the sound‑ told him angrily to shut the fuck up. Stebbins laughed. Garraty felt suddenly furious with Stebbins, and wanted to turn to him and ask him how he'd like someone laughing at his death. It was something you'd expect of Bar­kovitch. Barkovitch had said he'd dance on a lot of graves, and there were sixteen he could dance on already.

I doubt that he'll have much left of his feet to dance with, Garraty thought. A sharp twinge of pain went through the arch of his right foot. The muscle there tight­ened heart‑ stoppingly, then loosened. Garraty waited with his heart in his mouth for it to happen again. It would hit harder. It would turn his foot into a block of useless wood. But it didn't happen.

" I can't walk much further, " Olson croaked. His face was a white blur in the darkness. No one answered him.

The darkness. Goddam the darkness. It seemed to Garraty they had been buried alive in it. Immured in it. Dawn was a century away. Many of them would never see the dawn. Or the sun. They were buried six feet deep in the darkness. All they needed was the monotonous chanting of the priest, his voice muffled but not en­tirely obscured by the new‑ packed darkness, above which the mourners stood. The mourners were not even aware that they were here, they were alive, they were screaming and scratching and clawing at the coffin‑ lid darkness, the air was flak­ing and costing away, the air was turning into poison gas, hope fading until hope itself was a darkness, and above all of it the nodding chapel‑ bell voice of the priest and the impatient, shuffling feet of mourners anxious to be off into the warm May sunshine. Then, overmastering that, the sighing, shuffling chorus of the bugs and the beetles, squirming their way through the earth, come for the feast.

I could go crazy, Garraty thought. I could go right the fuck off my cocker.

A little breeze soughed through the pines.

Garraty turned around and urinated. Stebbins moved over a little, and Harkness made a coughing, snoring sound. He was walking half‑ asleep.

Garraty became acutely conscious of all the little sounds of life: someone hawked and spat, someone else sneezed, someone ahead and to the left was chewing some­thing noisily. Someone asked someone else softly how he felt. There was a mur­mured answer. Yannick was singing at a whisper level, soft and very much off­-key.

Awareness. It was all a function of awareness. But it wasn't forever.

" Why did I get into this? " Olson suddenly asked hopelessly, echoing Garraty's thoughts not so many minutes ago. " Why did I let myself in for this? "

No one answered him. No one had answered him for a long time now. Garraty thought it was as if Olson were already dead.

Another light spatter of rain fell. They passed another ancient graveyard, a church next door, a tiny shopfront, and then they were walking through a small New England community of small, neat homes. The road crosshatched a miniature business section where perhaps a dozen people had gathered to watch them pass. They cheered, but it was a subdued sound, as if they were afraid they might wake their neighbors. None of them was young, Garraty saw. The youngest was an in­tense‑ eyed man of about thirty‑ five. He was wearing rimless glasses and a shabby sport coat, pulled against him to protect against the chill. His hair stuck up in back, and Garraty noted with amusement that his fly was half‑ unzipped.

" Go! Great! Go! Go! Oh, great! " he chanted softly. He waved one soft plump hand ceaselessly, and his eyes seemed to burn over each of them as they passed.

On the far side of the village a sleepy‑ eyed policeman held up a rumbling trailer truck until they had passed. There were four more streetlights, an abandoned, crumbling building with EUREKA GRANGE NO. 81 written over the big double doors at the front, and then the town was gone. For no reason Garraty could put a finger on, he felt as if he had just walked through a Shirley Jackson short story.

McVries nudged him. " Look at that dude, " he said.

" That dude" was a tall boy in a ridiculous loden‑ green trenchcoat. It flapped around his knees. He was walking with his arms wrapped around his head like a gigantic poultice. He was weaving unsteadily back and forth. Garraty watched him closely, with a kind of academic interest. He couldn't recall ever having seen this particular Walker before... but of course the darkness changed faces.

The boy stumbled over one of his own feet and almost fell down. Then he went on walking. Garraty and McVries watched him in fascinated silence for perhaps ten minutes, losing their own aches and tiredness in the trenchcoated boy's strug­gle. The boy in the trenchcoat didn't make a sound, not a groan or a moan.

Finally he did fall over and was warned. Garraty didn't think the boy would be able to get up, but he did. Now he was walking almost with Garraty and the boys around him. He was an extremely ugly boy, with the number 45 pressure‑ taped to his coat.

Olson whispered, " What's the matter with you? " but the boy seemed not to hear. They got that way, Garraty had noticed. Complete withdrawal from every­thing and everyone around them. Everything but the road. They stared at the road with a kind of horrid fascination, as if it were a tightrope they had to walk over an endless, bottomless chasm.

" What's your name? " he asked the boy, but there was no answer. And he found himself suddenly spitting the question at the boy over and over, like an idiot litany that would save him from whatever fate was coming for him out of the darkness like a black express freight. " What's your name, huh? What's your name, what's your name, what's‑ "

" Ray." McVries was tugging at his sleeve.

" He won't tell me, Pete, make him tell me, make him say his name‑ "

" Don't bother him, " McVries said. " He's dying, don't bother him."

The boy with 45 on his trenchcoat fell over again, this time on his face. When he got up, there were scratches on his forehead, slowly welling blood. He was behind Garraty's group now, but they heard it when he got his final warning.

They passed through a hollow of deeper darkness that was a railroad overpass. Rain dripped somewhere, hollow and mysterious in this stone throat. It was very damp. Then they were out again, and Garraty saw with gratitude that there was a long, straight, flat stretch ahead.

45 fell down again. Footsteps quickened as boys scattered. Not long after, the guns roared. Garraty decided the boy's name must not have been important any­way.