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Mark 3.
I spend last part of the day smoking the fish and looking for fruits and roots. I need some food for rainy day. I almost gave up while finding something edible in jungle, when I suddenly found bushes of yucca. Sweat! It has edible roots. I also can make some perfect ropes of it fiber. I’m not sure I need ropes, but I take all I could find. After dinner, consisting of fish and yucca roots, I decided to take a walk. I have melancholic mood, so I gave up to thoughts and recognized myself only near the Stone Soph. It is unusual. I never went here in the evening. Maybe I could try to find Soph and spend an hour with her. Is it a good idea? Choice 6: a) No. b) Yes. Choice 6-a (Hiding way): Don’t be silly, dude. You’d better return to the camp and try to sleep. There is no extra energy in your case. Yep, that’s right. I return to the cabin and go to sleep. I see dreams about Sophie. No, not THAT dreams. No nasty things. Just… just ordinary senseless stuff. Choice 6-b: Definitely. I hope she still in a good mood so we can talk about… Things. OK, I don’t know, but I just want to see her again. I slowly walk along the seashore. Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts… they fill my mind. I try to catch them, but they always go away. So, I give up and just count my steps. Suddenly I see Sophie. She goes along the shore towards me. I wave at her. Unbelievable… She waves at me! I increase my speed and meet her within two or three minutes. Sophie: Hey, cuz! Glad to see you again! Me: Hi, Sophie! Me too! How are you? Sophie: Perfect! Me: Glad to hear that. How about a short walk? Sophie: Why not? Let’s go. We walk together along the seashore. It takes several moments to catch a comfortable silence, but, after that, both of us can enjoy the sundown. Sophie: It’s so beautiful… Me: Yes… And the dawn is even better. Sophie: Really? You should show it to me then. Me: Of course, Soph, of course. The sun goes over the horizon and, after several minutes, darkness covers the island. We look on the stars. They are so bright. So inviting. Sophie: Look! The shooting star! Make a wish! I see the meteor cross the sky. Fantastic! Me: Done! Sophie: And what did you wish? Choice 7: a) “I can’t tell it” b) “Sandwich, glass of cola and piece of cake” c) “Soap. A box of soap” d) “Redemption” Choice 7-a: Me: I can’t tell it. You know, in that case it won’t come true. Sophie: C’mon, cuz. Tell me! Me: Nope. Sophie: Please! And I will tell you what did I wish. Me: … Sophie: Please-please-please! Me: Fine! /back to the Choice 7 / Choice 7-b: Me: Well, let’s see. A sandwich, big cola, French fries and enormous piece of cake. Sophie: Ha! You miss ordinary food so much, don’t you? Me: Of course! After so many days… I miss sweats most of all. Sophie: Well, when we will come back home, I’ll buy you a whole chocolate cake! Me: When WE will come back home? Do you mean you want me to come home with you? Sophie: Of course, cuz. Me: Soph… thank you… But my place is here. This is my home. This is my prison. And I will stay here forever. Sophie: But why? Me: Soph, after that thing I’ve done… I’m a terrible person. I can’t go home. I… I just don’t deserve that. Me: I will stay here until the end, memorizing of what I’ve done. Me: This is a price of my deeds. This is my choice. Sophie: Cuz… She sobs. Me: Forgive me, Soph. Sophie: … Sophie: I forgive you… Choice 7-c: Me: Soap. Lots of soap. The biggest bloody box of soap in the world. Sophie: Huh, really? Me: Of course. You just didn’t smell me after I spend all the day in jungle hunting bloody boars. I can’t breathe because of that stink. Sophie: So I’m lucky, I guess. Me: Indeed. Sophie: Cuz, when we will come back home, you can spend a whole day in the bath. Me: When WE will come back home? Do you mean you want me to come home with you? Sophie: Of course, cuz. Me: Soph… thank you… But my place is here. This is my home. This is my prison. And I will stay here forever. Sophie: But why? Me: Soph, after that thing I’ve done… I’m a terrible person. I can’t go home. I… I just don’t deserve that. Me: I will stay here until the end, memorizing of what I’ve done. Me: This is a price of my deeds. This is my choice. Sophie: Cuz… She sobs. Me: Forgive me, Soph. Sophie: … Sophie: I forgive you… Choice 7-d: Me: You know what I desired for this years. Redemption. A chance to wash off my sin. I’ll take it despite of any price. Sophie: I expected that… Cuz, I think it’s time for us to talk… Me: Sophie… I’m so sorry. Every day in my thoughts I come back to that horrible night. I’m the worse person in the world. That thing I’ve done to you… Is unforgiveable… it’s terrible… If only I could change anything… Me: I’d rather kill myself than make you any harm. Me: I’m so sorry, Soph… Sophie: … Sophie: Cuz… I forgive you… Sophie: Let’s… Let’s change a topic… Me: OK. After several minutes of awkward silence, we finally managed to make a perfect conversation. We chat for hour or so, when it becomes too late. Me: Midnight is coming. I guess, it’s time to go to bed. Sophie: Sure thing. See you later. Me: Wait, what did you wish when you saw the shooting star? Sophie: …Uh… I don’t think it’s a good idea… Choice 8: a) “Never mind” b) “Tell me” Choice 8-a (+0 Innocence): Me: Eh, OK then. Good night, Sophie. Sophie: Night-night, cuz! I head to my home with peace in my heart. Sophie forgave me. I’m the happiest person in the world. But… Can I forgive myself? Choice 8-b (-1 Innocence): Me: C’mon, Soph, that is not honest! I told you what I wished. Sophie: Yes, you right… that is embarrassing, but… Sophie: I wished not to be your cuz… Me: What the hell? Sophie: I… I want to be closer to you… You are… different… I… I just can’t help myself from thinking about you. Sophie: Shit, that sounds… creepy… I’d better not ask about her wish. Me: Eh… kind of… Me: I have to go. Good night, Sophie. Sophie: Night, cuz… I head to my home with mixed feelings. I’m glad she forgave me, but in the same time… Her words about becoming closer… It’s… It hasn’t be that way… I heard thing I didn’t want to hear. It’s too complicated. I feel wrong.
I wake up when the sun is high. Good morning. I’m late today. I have smoked fish and a pint of fresh water for breakfast and go to the Stone Sophie. There she is, still looking at the sea. I cut my writings on the plank. “For you, I have to risk it all I don’t know why I remembered that song… Anyway, time to hunt! I have my bow, spear and knife with me, so I just go into the forest in order to check my traps near the trail first. First and second traps are empty, but, when I to check the third, I hear oinking. Good sign. Wait… Through the leafage leafs and branches I see Sophie. She stands near my hunting pit and looks inside it. /only if you are on Hiding way / Well… It’s time to decide. Will I come and face her? Am I ready? Do I want to do it? It is now or never. Choice 5.0: a) Go away. b) Come and face her. Choice 5.0-a (Hiding way): No… I can’t do it… And I won’t ever be able to face her… I turn around and go away. … Couple of weeks pass since that day. I still avoid Sophie. I became her shadow. I know she tries to find me, but I never could to pluck up courage and face her. Even when Soph wrote: “I forgive you” on the plank near statue. One day I see a ship on the horizon and quickly make a strong smoke signal. They noticed us. Sophie is saved. So here we are. Sophie stands on the beach, looking on the boat, which heads to her. I hide in the jungle not so far, looking at the Soph. She turns around. I can see tears on her face. Sophie: Cuz! Cuz! I don’t answer. Sophie: I will come back for you! I promise! Boat reaches the shore. Sophie: Farewell, cuz… I whisper. Me: Farewell, Sophie. When the boat picks her up and leave the island, she still looking on the beach. For several moments, I come out the jungle and wave at her. She notices me. And waves back. Me: Farewell, Sophie. I head back into the jungle before anyone else can notice me. /Secret ending/ Choice 5.0-b: I come closer. Me: Good morning, Soph! Sophie: Hi, cuz! Good morning! Me: What a day! Perfect for hunting, isn’t it? Sophie: Of course! And you are already got lucky! Look! I look into the pit and see big angry boar inside. Me: Sweet! It seems it weighs 80 kilos! Sophie: I saw it and thought you could need my help with it. Me: You are so kind, cuz. I really can’t deal with it by myself. Sophie: That is for what cousins are! So, what do we do first? Me: We should kill it. Just enjoy the show! I take my bow and spend couple of arrows to hit the boars’ eye. Voila! Sophie: Hey, nice shot! Me: Come on, he was just in meter away from me. I find the long thick stick and put it over the pit. Then I jump into the pit and tie the boars’ legs to the stick. Me: Are you ready for voyage? Sophie: Sure thing! Me: Well, take an end of the stick. I’ll lead the way. The road to my camp takes two hours, including several breaks. That boar was too heavy for Soph even if I stood closer to the boar’s beef and carried the bigger part of the weight. Finally, outer woods and my camp. Me: Home, sweet home! We come to the fireplace and put the boar down. Sophie looks exhausted. Sophie: Phew… finally… So this is the place where you live… Me: Yep. Sophie: Looks nice. Me: Thank you. Me: You can take a rest, if you want. I don’t need your help right now. Sophie: Thanks, cuz. I quickly go to the shore and plunge into the water. Oh, nice. So pleasant to wash away all this sweat. But I have some work to do. Let’s not dally! Sophie is swimming some away from me. I wave at her and go back to the fireplace. I supply some more firewood from the nearest jungle and make a fire. Then, I carefully skin the boar. It’s boring and hard work, especially if the prey is such big. I spend more than half an hour while skinning it. Then, I carefully open up it’s belly and cut out liver, kidneys and heart. They are also tasty. I fry offal and we eat it at the lunch. Taste good. Next several hours I spend smoking the meat. Sophie offers her help several times, but I don’t really need it. Only one thing we do together – remove boar’s skeleton from my camp to the jungle. I don’t want to smell stink next couple of weeks. Sophie: Hey, cuz, this is not honest! You work all the day and don’t let me to do anything! Me: Sorry, Soph, but I really don’t need your help. You can take the day easy. Sophie: No way! I’m going to cook the dinner, and you aren’t allowed to help me. Sophie: Take a rest, cuz. You deserve it. Me: Well… Thank you, Sophie. She gives me a crooked smile. Sophie: You are welcome. Sophie: At last, go away at let me make a dinner! I shake my shoulders and go to the shore. It’s time to wash myself. I take off my vest and short’s and go into the water. I notice that Sophie looks at me. Is she going to spy after me? No, I don’t think so. At least, I’m not naked. Well, I’ll better spend time swimming. I swim until it gets dark. What a beautiful evening… night sky, the Moon and stars are amazing. I look at them for several minutes, before I go to the shore and get dressed. Sophie: Hey, cuz! Diner is ready! Me: I’m coming! I return to the fireplace, where Sophie gives me a plate full of meat and roast yucca. She looks very proud of herself. Sophie: Here you are! Bon appetite! Me: Thanks. I carefully try the meat. It tastes awesome. Me: Wow, Soph. The meat is amazing! You are perfect chef! Sophie gives me a thankful smile. Sophie: Thank you, cuz. I had culinary courses year ago. We finish our dinner in silence. After finishing the full plate of meat and yucca in 5 minutes, I decide to recline on the log near the fire and enjoy the stars. Sophie: After such feast, I hardly can believe we used to starve here three years ago. Me: Well, we were not so skillful hunters, so, I guess, there is no wonder in it. Sophie: Maybe you right. I see she hesitates to say something to me. Me: Hey, cuz, what’s up? Sophie: Ehm… I kind of stolen your panpipe near the statue. You forget it, and I took it in order to give it back, but I forgot… Me: Never mind… I didn’t recall it even a single time all these days. Sophie: Any way… sorry for that. Here you are, I took it with me today. She pass me my panpipe, which I made of reed several months ago. It’s my second one, I broke my first by the case. Sophie: Cuz… could you play anything for me? Me: Sure. Why not? I take a comfortable seat and start playing a beautiful sad melody. I created it by myself, because I never was interested in music before I got stranded on this island, so I didn’t seen any notes for any popular melody. I had to create all my tunes by myself. After half a year of playing the panpipe, I succeed in it. Melody, which I am playing at the moment, is my best. I played it for the Stone Sophie. And now I play it for the real Sophie. What a moment! Tune is ending. I extract the last trill and let it to the silence. Sophie: This… This was wonderful… I recognize that she moved up to me hardly. Only now I notice that I can feel her by my left arm. Sophie: You are a wizard… She leans to me. Her face is just in front of mine. Sophie: Man… She moves to me. She is closer. What happening? Sophie: You… Closer… Is she going to kiss me? Sophie: … are… Even closer… Do I want her to kiss me? Sophie: … awesome… I can feel her breath on my face. If I want to do anything, it’s now or never. Final choice: a) Stop her. b) Pull back. c) Don’t resist her. Choice A (+1 Innocence): I gently stop her, laying my arms on her shoulders. Me: Soph… what are you doing? My voice is deep and sad. She slightly pulls back, looks into my eye and whispers. Sophie: Cuz… I… I feel attraction to you… Sophie: I… Sophie: I want you… Sophie: Here and now… Me: But… after everything what happened… What… Sophie: I don’t care. /to the “Are you sure? ” choice / Choice B (+0 Innocence): I slightly pull back, and Sophie stops. Me: Soph… I don’t think it’s a good idea. She slightly pulls back, looks into my eye and whispers. Sophie: Cuz… I… I feel attraction to you… Sophie: I… Sophie: I want you… Sophie: Here and now… Me: After what happened… I don’t feel it will be right thing. Sophie: I don’t care. /to the “Are you sure? ” choice / “Are you sure? ” choice: a) Refuse. b) Go for it. “Are you sure? ” choice-a: Me: Sophie… I can’t do that… I just can’t… I stand up and make a several steps away… Me: All this time I was full of regrets for the mistake I’ve done… Me: You are my cousin… you are my kin… Me: Maybe it’s too later to consider it… Sophie: Cuz… Me: I’m sorry… I can’t do this… … /Ending #1/ “Are you sure? ” choice-b: Me: I don’t care too. /to the Final choice-c / Choice C (-1 Innocence): She kiss me. Gently at first, ardently and furious in the end. Me: Soph… Sophie: Cuz… /Well, I think you could write a sex scene by your own. I’m not too good in that things/ We both fall asleep… … I wake up at the midnight. What a weird dream… Stop. That wasn’t a dream. I fucked Sophie. Again… Shit… Sophie lies next to me. She is in a deep sleep. I carefully come out the shelter and go to the shore. I look at the sea and try to understand what happened. I fucked Sophie. One more time. Did she want it? Yes. Did I want it? I’d rather not answer. Why does it seems so wrong? I feel like a betrayer. Can I forgive myself? / Moment of truth. We should check our Innocence. If it’s 0 or higher, we have Good Final, if lower – we have Bad Final /
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